This is new for me...my own little diary I guess. Maybe I'll keep it hidden, maybe I won't. Got the idea from a friend. A way to express my feelings and ideas and let go of some anger without killing someone. First things first, one day until Jake's Birthday, one day until the maddness for the weekend breaks out. I'm not sure how smooth things are going to go. I wish i could say that they will go great, but I cant. There are some people, well some girls, that i REALLY dont want to be here. But then again, I'm not exactly the type of person that will tell them what I think. Good thing we have two bouncers this weekend...Dudley and Nolan ;) School....half way over!!! thank god. I dont mind my classes but I dont think I can take much more of the bitches, if you know what i'm talking about! Back problems, yeah got that. Last night was a bad night. Slept actually, but in lots and lots of pain. Jake came over to try to help me relax. I was glad about that. Glad he was here and not with people I dont like too.